Monthly Archives: August 2010
AN INSIDE LOOK AT AN NMWC WORKSHOP
Many writers I know have asked me about the Norman Mailer Writers Colony workshop experience. I had planned, on some point, at posting specifics about the workshop I attended this summer—Fiction: The Protagonists with Marita Golden—but fellow writer and workshop attendee Len Joy beat me to it, and has done a fantastic job! If you want detailed insight on what it’s really like to attend a Colony workshop, you can read Len’s blog—and see some great photos—here.
I’d encourage any writer to apply for these fabulous week-long workshops; they’re offered all summer long in a range of disciplines and are taught by some of the most accomplished writers working today. Attendees are chosen on merit and the application period usually opens sometime in January.
And I won’t forget to mention that you meet some pretty neat kindred souls. Not everyone in my group has a blog or website, but here are the ones that do if you’re interested in “meeting” them:
Douglas R. Dechow http://www.douglasdechow.com/
Lofty Ambitions: Douglas R. Dechow’s Blog
http://loftyambitions.wordpress.com
Marita Golden http://www.maritagolden.com/
Do Not Go Gentle: Leonard Joy’s Blog http://lenjoy.blogspot.com
To see a schedule of this year’s workshops so you can get an idea of what’s offered, visit http://www.nmwcolony.org/workshops/workshop/2/31/2010. To bookmark the site and check back frequently for 2011’s offerings and open application period, it’s http://www.nmwcolony.org/ and select the Fellowships/Workshops/Programs tab.
And, of course, although you’re working—we had class every day and yes, there was homework—there’s still time to enjoy what Ptown has to offer. In my opinion, a little daily recreation—especially experiencing new things—is always what makes these workshops so rich. Here are a few pix from my great week. Links from the places I visited (those places that have websites) follow the photos. Enjoy!

- Charles, who visited for a couple of days, managed to get this much better shot of my attic writing quarters. I was usually up very early every morning doing work before class met at 9:30. The light is different out there—it gets lighter earlier and darker earlier, so it does tend to mess with my normal sleeping patterns.
We had rain once the whole week, and I enjoyed it on the skylights in my writing room.

On Tuesday, John makes a California salad for lunch after class. He and Len had a nice place from which they could see the bay.

The dunes were popular with Lulu and Heidi, who took their bikes everywhere and spent a lot of time out in nature. I think they were out there pretty much every day, and I heard they did get a chance to see the Dune Shacks, at least from a distance.

I took Charles out to see the dunes, which I’d visited in winter. We ran into some visitors who were hoping the beach was nearby. I told them it was a long—very long—trek. In winter it hadn’t been that bad, but in summer in that heat, I wasn’t about to do it again.

Charles and I had been talking about visiting the Wellfleet Drive-In ever since I’d driven past it back in January. On Tuesday night, we got our chance to go. What a great place! More on this in a future blog entry.

…and even though the drive-in had the audio through a radio frequency, as they all do nowadays, some of the 1950s speakers still worked—and, in fact, the car next to us used that instead of the radio. Here, Charles messes around with putting it on the car window. The one we had happened to work, so it was a real kick.
The speakers work!

Wednesday was really hot, so I spent some time in the water off Norman’s back porch. I’d also wanted to shoot a photo to accompany a blog entry about my short story “Jingle Shells.” I’d brought my tacky Christmas earrings and pins with me, and went to Marine Specialties where I bought a bag of shells I really didn’t need for a dollar. Fortunately, there was a little girl visiting the house that day. She was more than happy to watch me shoot these stupid pictures and chase the shells if the tip of a wave started to sweep them away—and more than happy to take the whole bag of them off my hands when I was done!

Marita, Heidi, Len, John, and I went to the Provincetown Art Association and Museum - PAAM - on Wednesday night to see Jazz with Dick Miller and Friends. Pictured are, left to right, Donna Byrne (vocals), John Bucher (trumpet) and Marshall Wood (bass), who, with Dick Miller (piano) performed some wonderful standards that so reminded me of my Julie London CDs. They even did one of my favorites—“A Nightingale Sang in Berkeley Square.”

I made steak—but we didn’t have a grill, so I had to call Nathan for a crash course in effective broiling. The three of them seemed okay in class the next day, so I suppose I didn’t kill them. The salads came from East End Market and Stop & Shop, so I knew we were okay on those!

On Friday, Adrienne and I decided to strike out for Truro Vineyards for a tour. More on this whole thing in a later blog entry…but isn’t this beautiful?

Adrienne and I each bought one of these lighthouse-shaped bottles of wine. The bottles are imported from Italy and they need to be hand-labeled, because the labeling machines cannot handle them. I shared mine with Charles when I got home—but Adrienne made a mistake and put hers in her carry-on, so it was…confiscated. Fortunately, the wine can be ordered online!

I had driven by this kitschy place in the winter, when it’s closed. Adrienne and I went here for lunch after the vineyards. Good stuff—Moby Dick’s menu features just about every kind of fun seafood thing you can imagine, including Wellfleet Oysters and Grilled Crab Cakes. I ordered the lobster roll, forgetting that down here in Connecticut—at least at the Black Duck in Westport—the lobster roll is hot meat in a toasted roll. This was cold lobster salad. I ate it anyway, but wasn’t that happy with it. My bad.

I love displays like this! In Moby Dick’s, they are everywhere. We didn’t have time to hit the gift shop. I’ll definitely be doing that next time I’m there during the summer.

Friday night we decided we’d all go out to dinner again, so we gathered at Lulu’s place. Left to right, Heidi and Adrienne at Lulu’s table.

Pepe’s is on Commercial Street, at the end of an alley and right on the water. Just to the right of this sign is Bowerstock Gallery. Later on that night, LuLu and I stopped in there—and I saw some art I really wish I could afford!

Doug gets ready to dig into his fried scallops. Hey, you’re in Ptown. Fried fish, as Heidi pointed out, is a MUST!

Well, except for Len, whom John dubbed jokingly as ‘the last serious man on earth’ when he announced he was sticking to his Friday night tradition: pizza!

LuLu and I weren’t ready to head back after dinner, so we headed out to cruise Commercial Street. I love stuff like this. In Ptown, it’s everywhere. I could take 200 pictures of interesting signs.

LuLu and I get a picture of ourselves down at the pier. We had just been to Marine Specialties and bought funky earrings we didn’t need. She’s wearing hers—aren’t those starfish cool?

Saturday morning before class I finally took some time to walk out on the beach while the tide was out.

When the tide is out, many animals get left behind in small pools. Here is a baby spider crab. This was a little female.

After class and a catered lunch from Farland, Marita, Adrienne and I went to tour the Pilgrim Monument, which on August 5th had just marked its 100th Anniversary with a parade and fireworks.

The view from the top of the monument. This is looking out over the bay—I think toward the South, but don’t quote me on that.

The museum, which is included in the admission price, features exhibits on the history of Provincetown, including a display on the signing of the Mayflower Compact in Provincetown Harbor on November 11, 1620.

On Saturday we all met for wine and cheese at LuLu’s apartment on Commercial Street. Here she is on her front porch.

Marita, Anne, Adrienne and I scored tickets for the last night of the Provincetown Jazz Festival, which was being held at Provincetown High School. The evening was a tribute to New Orleans, and a portion of the proceeds benefitted the New Orleans Musicians Clinic. What a way to finish out the week! Paul Sanchez played for us, and got the crowd going with some of the most rousing music I’ve ever heard. Seriously, people were leaping out of their chairs. It was worth the money.

I took Doug and Marita to the airport on Sunday before checking out. The airport is tiny and so are the planes. Cape Air—which Doug affectionately dubbed “Scare Air”—flies out of here.
Links
Norman Mailer Writers Colony
Fanizzi’s
http://www.fanizzisrestaurant.com/
The dunes (information only)
http://gonewengland.about.com/library/bldunetour4.htm
Wellfleet Drive-In
http://www.wellfleetcinemas.com/drive-in-theatre
Provincetown Art Association and Museum (PAAM)
Truro Vineyards of Cape Cod
http://trurovineyardsofcapecod.com/index.php
Moby Dick’s
http://www.mobydicksrestaurant.com/home.html
Pepe’s Wharf Waterfront Restaurant
Bowersock Gallery
Marine Specialties
Pilgrim Monument and Provincetown Museum
http://www.pilgrim-monument.org/
Provincetown Jazz Festival
http://www.provincetownjazzfestival.org/
Provincetown Municipal Airport
http://www.provincetown-ma.gov/index.aspx?NID=170
LOST AND FOUND
I’ve lost lots of things over the years, but there are three items in particular which really bother me: a set of thumb-sized dolls with bright blue and pink accessories I had when I was around three, a scrapbook of The ClioPlayers, a small theatre troupe I ran at URI in the early 1990s, and most recently, a rare Christmas ornament—Bernard from Disney’s The Rescuers. Every once in awhile, I think, one of these things’ll just show up in the most unexpected place—like a set of keys, an earring’s mate, or a favorite pen often does.
But that never happens. They’ve just vanished, as though they’ve blinked out of existence.
When I went to the Norman Mailer Writer’s Colony in Provincetown in January for a month, I’d brought a knit winter hat with me. I hadn’t owned it long and it wasn’t expensive—I’d bought it in late 2007 at Old Navy for $1.99—but it had become my favorite: since it was brown, it went with over half my wardrobe and both my winter coats, and in my opinion, it was stylish. It was also very warm.
I wore it pretty much everywhere the whole time I was up there, but I didn’t need it the last week—the temperatures has risen to the high forties and even the low fifties, so it wasn’t necessary. When it came time for me to leave Ptown, I was packing my things and noticed it was missing.
I looked everywhere. It wasn’t at Mailer’s house, nor was it at any of the bars, restaurants, galleries, or shops I’d been to. It wasn’t at any of my daily haunts, and it also wasn’t at any of the apartments I’d visited. I was able to figure out the last time I’d worn it was when I’d been crawling through a foundation on Commercial Street the day before my birthday, but I had a picture of me later that night with it on, so I knew I hadn’t left it in somebody’s sub-basement. It had simply disappeared.

February 4, 2010: The last time I remember wearing my beloved brown hat; I was crawling around in house foundations. It was cold down there!
I came back to Connecticut and shrugged it off, reverting to an older hat I didn’t like as much for the remainder of the winter. I had plenty of hats, so it wasn’t like I was going to purchase another one—nothing could replace the special brown one, anyway. The hat, however, hovered in the back of my mind like a love affair gone bad: what happened?
Last week, I was back at the Colony as part of the Norman Mailer Center for a workshop. We met every day around a table in Norman’s living room, and had, as people do, adopted a “seat” for the week. I sat with my back to the sea, facing my new friend and fine writer, LuLu Johnson. She was making a poignant observation about someone’s work, but for some reason my gaze drifted beyond her right shoulder and settled in the corner.
There, perched on a curved umbrella handle, was a brown hat.
My first thought was oh my God is that it? It certainly looked like it—it was that milk chocolate color, it had the small basket weave, it was a little pilled all over and frayed on one edge. That can’t be it, I thought. That has to be someone else’s. But it was August, and who the hell would bring a hat like that to a beach community at the height of a record-hot summer? I blinked. It was still there. I studied it some more.
It was my hat.
I was overwhelmed with the urge to leap out of my chair screaming, “my hat! I’ve found my hat!”—but I didn’t, knowing that not only would everyone not know what I was talking about, it would disrupt class. When workshop was over, I took a couple of photos and clutched it as I would a lost lover.
It wasn’t until the next day when the group was having dinner at Pepe’s that I related my story.
“Oh, that’s your hat!” LuLu said. “It was in the middle of the floor. I thought that was really strange, because, you know, it’s a winter hat, and I didn’t know whose it was, so I just picked it up and hung it there on the umbrella.”
Marita Golden, our instructor, noted she was convinced objects have a secret inner life—that they need to go away for awhile sometimes, disappear completely, go on their own journeys. That they come back to us when we’re ready.[1]
Later that night, the hat was on my white coffee table. It looked so out of place it was eerie—the ghost of the winter when my own incredible journey had begun.
I’d left Ptown in February in a state of confusion and unrest about my life, what I wanted from it, where I was going. At that time, doors weren’t just closing or opening—they were slamming or blowing off their hinges, and it had been so chaotic and emotional that none of it made any sense.
August was the opposite. In the middle of the week—literally, on Wednesday—everything resolved. I knew where I belonged, what I wanted to do with my life, where I was headed. Doors were barely hishing closed and opening like their hinges had just been oiled, and what I’d been through in the last eight months seemed logical. Everything had come full circle. A journey had been completed. I was going home a settled, happy, optimistic person. In fact, I had so much optimism I could start blowing open doors all on my own.
And the next day, the hat showed up out of nowhere. Weird.
Coincidence? Maybe not. Marita might have been on to something. Do things disappear and materialize again when we’re ready? Is there some alternate dimension they haunt until the timing’s right? This is much like life. We can want things, we can try to force things to come about (or not), but in the end—and I believe it applies no matter what religion or spiritual orientation you are—these things don’t happen until we’re ready. Until the time is right.
So what about my dolls, my scrapbook, my Christmas ornament? Perhaps they’ll still turn up. I could’ve begun a journey at the point where each of those items disappeared, and I’m not done yet.
Now I just have to figure out what happened to my favorite towel, which I remember packing before I left Ptown, but it wasn’t in my suitcase when I got home…
[1] I don’t remember word-for-word what she said, so this is a paraphrase. I just remember being struck by it, and thinking, ‘yes! Yes, yes, yes!’
TIME OUT IN THE TREETOPS
There was always something magical about a treehouse, and I have often wondered what it would be like to stay in one.
The last time I was in Ptown at the Norman Mailer Writers Colony, I stayed in a cute little beach-themed apartment, full of light. This time around, I’m in a three-floor two-bedroom condo under the trees—and the room in which I sleep, as well as the spacious attic where I work, seem like they’re tucked up in the boughs. Childhood fantasy number umpteen—someday I’m going to live in a treehouse—complete!
Have I spent much time in it? Not much. For those of you wondering why I’ve fallen off the face of the earth, my days here have been filled with swimming, sitting on the beach or on Norman Mailer’s back porch, doing homework, attending workshop, and spending time with the other attendees, all fine writers. Instructor Marita Golden is amazing; since the workshop is all about protagonists in fiction, I’m finding I’m learning as much about myself and other people as I am about the ones I create on the page. Each of us also gets a private meeting with Marita to discuss our work, and, as a group, we’ve been out to dinner at Fanizzi’s, had a pleasant cocktail hour, and attended a jazz concert at the Provincetown Art Association and Museum [PAAM]. We have plans for the rest of the week to include a visit to the famous Pilgrim Monument and a trip to Truro Winery. Oh, yeah—I’ve also managed to cram in a visit to the Wellfleet Drive-in.
Here’s pix of my palace in the trees, where right now I’m sitting as the ocean breezes pour through the open window and skylights, and where each night, I fall asleep to the sound of rustling leaves and marvel at how, when I was a child, I never thought a dream like this would come true.
You can click on each thumbnail to get an enlarged image. Enjoy!
- The front door. My parking space is directly in front; my car wasn’t parked there at the time I took this.
- The front door.
- I love this door knocker! There’s something so creepy about it. An equally creepy fountain in the same fish shape is in the patio garden.
- My door, as you’re heading off to great adventures in Ptown!
- This is the area in the entrance hall. Plenty of hooks for bags; one of the cabinets, though, is locked; the other contains the water heater.
- Welcome home!
- The living room — we’re heading counter-clockwise around the room. What’s interesting is that smal square basket on the table is full of pennies. Weird.
- I’d love this place in the winter! Provided, of course, I wasn’t so afraid of fire!
- This couch is totally comfortable; I’ve done some reading for class on it. What’s interesting about this room is that it’s pretty dark–not the usual Ptown digs–but I like it. It’s got a cozy, warm feel to it that in winter would be wonderful.
- The furniture is nice stuff. I like these two chairs, which seem to be cane (really, feel free to correct me, I don’t know my furniture), but mostly I love the dark brown stain contrasted with the bright blue cushions.
- This is the slider that leads out to the back patio.
- The patio set. I love that bright blue color.
- Despite the fact the garden could use a little tending, I’m a bit gothic so I sorta go for this run-down, slightly overgrown look.
- This little corner garden reminds me of Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil. Though I have no idea why, really. Maybe it’s just all the statuary.
- I’m drawn to this statue, probably because, although it may be a replica of something famous (I’m not sure), it’s reminiscent of the body casts found in Pompeii.
- The garden decor is interesting. That planter on the wall — I don’t know if you can see it well enough — has some mold on it, especially on the angel’s face. Cool.
- Enter one non-working creepy fish fountain full of brown water. I love the atmosphere on this back patio and spend a great deal of time out there.
- This lounger — even though I’m lucky enough to have a washer-dryer in my unit — is where I hang my towels from the pool and beach to dry.
- This is the view from the living room window.
- The dining room table, where I’ll be hosting a few guests.
- My huge kitchen, complete with dishwasher!
- A second shot of the kitchen. It really is a nice size for cooking — plenty of counter space. I’ve done so many more fresh meals here than I did at my winter quarters.
- The other side of the kitchen counter space.
- The window over the kitchen sink.
- The sink in the downstairs bathroom.
- This is the art in the downstairs bathroom. Interesting — the art in this place is either seashore or woodland inspired. It’s a unique combination.
- Everyone laughs at me because I always take pictures of the toilets. Why stop now?
- I really like this piece of furniture — the shelves are a pink and green marble, and the rest is wrought iron.
- Asceding the stairs to the second floor.
- The landing between the first and second floors.
- This is at the top of the stairs to the second floor; behind these doors is the washer-dryer set.
- The hardwood floors in this place are gorgeous. They’re real, not the fake stuff.
- The second floor bathroom. I like the shower doors — they’re the same kind I had growing up.
- Here I go with the toilet shots again.
- This is the second bedroom, not the master — but this is the one I chose. It’s closest to the treetops. When a rain came through at three in the morning, it was the most relaxing sound.
- The view out one of my bedroom windows. Sorry about all the dappling — that’s how it looks when I wake up.
- This is my bedroom closet. Plenty of room inside.
- The dresser in my bedroom. There’s no air conditioning, but the fact that the place is nestled in the trees makes a difference, so the fan blowing on me works just fine!
- This is the master bedroom. Charles stayed here when he came to visit. It’s charming, but just not me.
- This house is peppered with interesting furniture. I love this old fashioned school desk.
- The master’s closet.
- The stairs ascending to the third floor — technically, the attic.
- The view at the top of the attic stairs.
- The view from the skylight nearest the desk.
- This is a long view of the attic. I love it — it’s so reminiscent of Poe’s attic in Baltimore, and Mailer’s attic here in Ptown. In both cases, the writing desk faces the window at the end of the room.
- The television. I’m not using it much except to enjoy DVDs as background noise. Since it’s summer, I’ve brought plenty of killer fish films!
- This angel statue is in the corner. Creepy. I love her. There’s a candle in her bowl, which, as of this writing, I haven’t yet lit. I might some night soon — it would provide great atmosphere at night if all the lights were off.
- My writing desk.
- The corner next to the desk. The artwork to the left is very interesting — it’s drawings of flowers melded with the characters in Greek mythology for whom they’re named. Narcissus is my favorite.
- The knobs on the set of drawers in the attic.
- Another shot of the writing desk area. I love the dappled light on the floor.
- Another view out one of the incredible skylights. There are two in the attic.
- How the light in the attic window looks in the morning.
- This is the skylight nearest the work desk.
- This is the view out the window over the desk. It’s actually neat facing someone else’s house — a lot of that goes on in Ptown. I don’t think anyone’s ever in the attic across from me–there are no blinds, and there are never any lights on.
- This is how the floor under the skylights in the attic looks in the morning. It’s truly like living in a treehouse. The Swiss Family Robinson didn’t have it this good!
- Yes, I know, I have a lovely desk that faces a window. But I have this thing about working on the floor in front of a coffee table and always did, so naturally, that’s where I ended up. With the TV in front of me and windows to the side and front–just like in every other office I’ve ever had.
- This is the other rocker on the top floor.
- These are the stairs down from the attic.






















































































